To be or not to be...
It's been a month since we all decided to seek a job together - the three eggs, a girl cousin-in-law, and me. They were aiming for a full-time job while I was just looking for a part-time one. Since majority of the group just finished high school and underaged ( only Junar and I weren't), we all agreed to pass resumés in fast food chains since they hire non-stop. But we still haven't recieved any replies...
The three eggs were being banned in/near the club and was given a curfew of 7:30pm, were only allowed to go to nanay's room and the kitchen but for the whole night they'd have to stay upstairs or in the room ...poor guys aren't allowed to go out or even drink their favorite MP (short for Emperador Brandy) or any alcoholic drink.
Known to be bums -though somebody in the house holds the ULTIMATE bummer title- they were given skepticisms especially from nanay's employees. But no, they didn't hold back, they did their own pep talk and believed that they aren't as hopeless as everyone thought they are. A week later, Junar recieved calls from different companies and was always requested to drop-by for an interview. Now he is working in a computer servicing center as a technician. Kenan got lucky finding a job in Roxas blvd... I made him wear his kuya's lucky polo :). He is now in training as a Disc Jockey there. But his luck's fading for his voice was coarse as the owner said and asked him to rest for a while and be back when he's ok. A second chance that I hope he wouldn't waste. Good luckto him :). And the prideful Carlo, got jealous when Kenan got a job first, and bragged that he can do better and bragged that he knows everything and can do anything (hell knows he's good at nothing but brag X_X). But the lucky bastard's now working in a videoke bar and grill resto as a DJ...
And as for me, I'm still stuck in the house, works 15 hours a day with laundry schedules every other day. I have no time to apply anywhere though there are piles and piles of Manila Bulletin's Classified Ads in one corner of our bed and some sheets of paper with my handwriting. There are lots of prospect jobs there but the big question is how can I manage my time if I have a 6 month old baby to take care of 24/7 and two men to cook for and a room which could be considered a big bodega of etcheteras to clean?
My husband suggests that we let my bunnywunny grow up first or until he isn't much to be taken care of then we hire a nanny or ask my mum to look over while we're both working.
I really wanted to work. I'm not looking for a high paying job. I just want to work. Be it a service crew, a sales lady, a graphic artist, a office clerk or a call center agent. I just want a job. Not that my husband's earning's not enough to support us, just that I wanted to have some other source of income other than his'. I was thingking of re-opening my savings account (or open a new account) for my bunnywunny's future. I want well for him.
I feel confused and frustrated. I always ask Kenny about it. What'll be? A full-time house wife and work later? Or work now and sacrifice time and not mind being tired?
*sighs*
The three eggs were being banned in/near the club and was given a curfew of 7:30pm, were only allowed to go to nanay's room and the kitchen but for the whole night they'd have to stay upstairs or in the room ...poor guys aren't allowed to go out or even drink their favorite MP (short for Emperador Brandy) or any alcoholic drink.
Known to be bums -though somebody in the house holds the ULTIMATE bummer title- they were given skepticisms especially from nanay's employees. But no, they didn't hold back, they did their own pep talk and believed that they aren't as hopeless as everyone thought they are. A week later, Junar recieved calls from different companies and was always requested to drop-by for an interview. Now he is working in a computer servicing center as a technician. Kenan got lucky finding a job in Roxas blvd... I made him wear his kuya's lucky polo :). He is now in training as a Disc Jockey there. But his luck's fading for his voice was coarse as the owner said and asked him to rest for a while and be back when he's ok. A second chance that I hope he wouldn't waste. Good luckto him :). And the prideful Carlo, got jealous when Kenan got a job first, and bragged that he can do better and bragged that he knows everything and can do anything (hell knows he's good at nothing but brag X_X). But the lucky bastard's now working in a videoke bar and grill resto as a DJ...
And as for me, I'm still stuck in the house, works 15 hours a day with laundry schedules every other day. I have no time to apply anywhere though there are piles and piles of Manila Bulletin's Classified Ads in one corner of our bed and some sheets of paper with my handwriting. There are lots of prospect jobs there but the big question is how can I manage my time if I have a 6 month old baby to take care of 24/7 and two men to cook for and a room which could be considered a big bodega of etcheteras to clean?
My husband suggests that we let my bunnywunny grow up first or until he isn't much to be taken care of then we hire a nanny or ask my mum to look over while we're both working.
I really wanted to work. I'm not looking for a high paying job. I just want to work. Be it a service crew, a sales lady, a graphic artist, a office clerk or a call center agent. I just want a job. Not that my husband's earning's not enough to support us, just that I wanted to have some other source of income other than his'. I was thingking of re-opening my savings account (or open a new account) for my bunnywunny's future. I want well for him.
I feel confused and frustrated. I always ask Kenny about it. What'll be? A full-time house wife and work later? Or work now and sacrifice time and not mind being tired?
*sighs*
posted by Aerynne Silverbreeze at 9:47 PM
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