Another stolen time for me to make my last May entry

It had been a busy day, a very busy week and a super busy month (and will always be busy, I guess =.=). My never-ending chores still waits for me when I get back home not to mention the never-ending issues around that really pisses me off.

My bunnywunny got his last visit to the health center last week then we got to bring him all the way to marikina to visit some people but unfortunately weren't at home. He then got a slight fever the day after which got me and his father worried, thankgod it subsided a few hours later. He's doing fine now. Turned 3 months last May 19. He talks by gabbling and smiles widely. He looks much like his father proved by the old baby picture of his father Papa brought from Lucena. Hayy.. I wish I could post a picture of my baby here. He's so cute! (No mother ever seen her child ugly anyway :P).

Nothing is permanent. Things really do change. It takes just time. And some changes hurt you and some are all right. Like now, I am no longer a teen but a mother, single mom FYI -and its damn uncomfortable to be a single parent.XS I got my first Happy Mother's Day greeting and it feels awkward and new, makes me feel proud yet disappointed. Feelings also change, heart perhaps is to be blamed. And I end up doubting and doubting is bad. I sometimes ask myself, "when will I grow up?" when will I ever stop crying at things without a clear reason and be strong? When will I change? I still feel so childdish and stubborn. And him, I thought I've known the person quite enough, but then I was wrong.. is he also changing? I can't keep up anymore and I feel so dumb. I guess people also change and if feelings do change, I hope it is for the better because... goddamnit!

*I miss playing T_T


I'm so ancient.

WHY ME!!! T___T

It was a good day today. Just an ordinary day for a busy -and lazy mommy like me,we just took my bunny-wunny at the clinic for his vaccines with his father. It was exceptionally hot though and the housework made me feel a little irky. But last monday was worse! Got a lot to grumble here and there...

The day before last monday,which was surely Sunday :P, there was a house party, a birthday party. Peeps ate, socialized and got drunk though I wasn't part of it because I was afraid that I wouldn't get sober enough to attend my little angel when he needs it. It was 1am, Monday morning and people were still awake and drinking. Couldn't get myself to sleep coz of the noise outside the room but I did dozed off before the party ended. Then around 2:30am, I was awakened by some noise and the bed shoke or shake, whatever, a bit. Someone was throwing up outside the window! And it happens that our good,clean, tidy bed was beside the darn window!Amf!I rose up to see who it was and I was surprised to see Kenny's cousin who now has his head tilted outside the window, the jalousy's glasses were removed and there were reddish brown vomit dripping down the window glasses down to the wall and the floor. It was fine with me to sleep while there's that shitty thing near the bed but what was irritating was his crap stained the cabinet and the beddings and the tail of my blanket!! (I just had the bed covers changed that morning! T_T) He apologized for the mess he did though and promised to clean it up first thing in the morning. Then he went to sleep. Morning came and he was still asleep. In fact, everybody was still sound asleep. I coundn't stand the smell and the sight of it so I cleaned it myself. But I coundn't bare to touch it so I asked Kenny, who just came home from work, to wipe it off the floor. Me scrubbed the wall and the cabinet's side.hehe.XD

But that doesn't just end there. While I was laundering the rag I used, our bitchy,nagger,loud-mouthed neighbor was making parining na naman. She was complaining of the waste water from the washing machine's always gets into her supposed to be a kitchen and that used diapers were thrown near her house. I got so irritated I shouted back. I never, not once, used disposable nappies and then throw it somewhere. What's the purpose of the thrash bin?! At hindi ako ganun kabalahura! Amf! It definetly wasn't mine and I dont really care if someone did throw diapers near her house. :P

Then there's Kenjie or Kenan. He's fun to be with. Kalog. ^_^ But there were times that I wanted to poke him on the head -just to make him realize that he is getting to oblivious about that girl, which is really bad. He does nothing but eat, sleep, talk about his gf, hold the cellphone, text, call, and then eat and sleep again.. the whole cycle repeated over and over since the day he took a 5-day leave (says he felt some pain under his ribs and needs some rest, I say he was just love sick :P) I mean, he is too obsessed with Yukino or Yasha or whoever her name was. Couldn't do his own laundry, couldn't wash even the plates he used to eat ( I get to do those stuff T_T) couldn't do nothing but charge his phone, wait for a text or a call from her and he gets grumpy when he gets none. *sighs* He's like a real brother to me and I couldn't tolerate the crank he is showing. I'm just concerned. He's too young to fall in love seriously. I couldn't get to tell this to his Kuya Kenny, he might get offended kasi...
Anyway, he got really sick today and asked me if I have some medicine..

About my Kiel, my bunny-wunny? He's fine. Smiles a lot. Irate like his father.XD Love it when he's thrown up on air a little after bath, you'll really laugh out when you see the look on his face! I'd try t ask kenny to get a picture of it one time. ^_^
Just hate it when he poops though.. >.<

Enough for now. I just asked Kenny to babysit for one hour while I do this and then if I still have time, I'd check my Aerynne in MU and my Aeryelle in Guild Wars..its been a while.. But I guess I can't do that anymore, I'm 30 mins. overtime.

GAWD! I've got a tower of dirty clothes waiting for me to launder! And I still have to buy grocery and cook our dinner!! *sobs* T__T poor me, I'm loaded with housework.


*waa! I'm 21 na!! 'twas my birthday last week ^^;